Update: Returning Back To Blogging

As maybe some of you noticed, I had been quite absent lately. Both on my blog and all my other social media. And it really wasn't as if I had a really good reason, nothing so dramatic has happened to me in the past month or so, I just felt like I needed an internet rehab. Although, truth be told my internet rehab didn't exactly include the zero internet access rule. I still lurked around, and I still checked up on my Bloglovin' feed, browsed through Twitter and Instagram. But I just didn't feel like sharing anything. And I have to admit that for a period of time it felt really refreshing and quite good. 

I spent a lot of time with my friends, and I spent a lot of time with my crush, which perhaps in some weird way has something to do with this semi internet rehab thing I had going on. It doesn't really matter, however what does matter is that I enjoyed the break but I also feel really good about coming back. I still feel like I have something to say here, that my voice still matters and that there is somebody here that will listen. There are also a lot of people I still have yet to meet, new friends to make and for me and this little blog to grow. Honestly, I don't care about the followers count or any of the statistics, but I do want to focus on the more personal growth of both myself and my blog. And I will do that, and hopefully some of you will follow me through, and maybe I will meet some great friends. 

What this break made me realise however, is that I don't enjoy spending time in my room online as much as I used to. Without feeling the need to update my blog and write, I felt like there was nothing else for me to do in the online world. I enjoy the outside and spending time with my friends, but after a while there was this itch that needed to be scratched. The itch was Narcis Blog. Not just this blog, but all of you as well. Everyone in the blogging community. Sometimes people that don't know us that well understand us better than the people that are most close to us. Have you ever felt like that? 

Before this turns into a soppy blog post about feelings and the different kinds of friendships, I would just like to add that yesterday I had a day straight from hell, and perhaps a day that made me miss the blogging world and the internet the most. My trusty MacBook decided to crash. After spending hours of trying to fix it, after I tried every single thing that I and Google could possibly think of, it was finally time to do the last possible step, and the most terrifying as well — I had to reformat and reinstall my OS. I lost all of my data, all of my music files and all of my fonts. Luckily everything that was really important is still both on my Cloud and my Dropbox, however there are some things that are now lost in the deepest holes of computer hell. So just bear with me and the visual of this blog until I finally manage to get all my fonts, and all my graphic material back in order, okay?

Tomorrow will mostly be spent in trying to get all of that back, which means countless of hours spent on research and browsing through font sites and other graphic related sites as well. But however, my blogging will continue, and I have some special posts planned for the month of December. Oh god, where did November fly by, seriously? I love that it's almost Christmas season though, I can't wait to get some Christmas candles burning, watching all the possible Christmas films and listening to all of the Christmas songs. 

Hope your November was amazing and that your December will be even better.